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Post by mikeg on Nov 11, 2022 11:53:32 GMT -5
Wrote this and forgot to post
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Post by mikeg on Nov 11, 2022 11:53:49 GMT -5
Voting Kyle was not easy, and didn’t even fully feel like the smartest move available to me but the risk felt worth it. If I stuck with Kyle to the end I feel like I wouldn’t be able to differentiate myself from him and that he would auto get the win, plus I needed to vote with the other OG tribe at some point to build trust and get respect from them if I make it to the end. I decided to not tell Michael or Taylor about the Kyle vote because I needed to do what I said and keep the move secret. Being seen as a leaky faucet was more risky to me than having someone mad at me for leaving them out of the vote.
Post-tribal Jenn is PISSED. She is on a crazy lady tour interrogating everyone about Kyle leaving. That tactic works on some people to get them to share more than they wanted to and I’m sure the others did and that even I said more than I should have, but I was straight up with Jenn that I was firm in my decision to vote Kyle out and that I wasn’t going to throw anyone under the bus immediately after pulling a move off with them. The next day she tells me she respected me for doing that because the others were little RATS looking for a FOOD!!!
Before live night ends, we have to pair up for the final 7 immunity challenge. My dumb fucking ass doesn’t pick Jenn and she could be immune with Michael and Ben….the three people I feel the worst with at this point in time. I spend 24 hours REELING over this decision and how something so stupid can end my game. Amber and I bombed the challenge so I knew we weren’t winning. Luckily Carlos and Taylor win which leaves Jenn and Michael vulnerable for my four to vote out….if only it were that easy.
It seems to be Jenn or Michael ALLL day with everyone preferring Jenn to leave but then she throws out my name! And it gains traction. I know it does because these people LOVE to call in the two hours before tribal and that’s not happening on my end. If people aren’t wanting to call me it’s because they don’t want to say the wrong thing in case I’m voted out…and I think I was VERY close to being majority. Jenn and I have a goodbye call where we leave knowing one of us is about to get 7th. I don’t have an idol and she says she doesn’t either. Until we meet again
Tribal starts and so does the whispering. Jenn alludes to having the idol and wants to target Ben instead. I think this is a great move because Ben holds a TON of power but I don’t want to change my vote and look stupid. I eventually cave and decide if Jenn isn’t voting me I’ll vote Ben with her. She plays her idol and I only catch 1 vote, instead of 3 and the wrong side of an idol. Holy shit
I can barely think at this point because I’m honestly a little shellshocked. The next immunity is something I used to be great at because most twitter challenges were always cutesy speed based things like that, but I FLOP and get eliminated first. That’s ok because all I need is for Carlos to lose and surely everyone’s best move is to vote him out sixth. He does lose and the writing is on the wall. This is the hardest vote for me so far because I owe so much of my position in this game to Carlos, but there was nothing my one vote could have done and honestly I don’t think I wanted my one vote to do anything. Carlos pours his heart out to us but it’s just not enough and he gets sixth.
I’ve made Final 5 again…how did this happen…did I do this for myself or am I being dragged along? I’d like to think the former, but I cant wait to find out.
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